ziqingyang  :)


the route of finding mom (2023) 是和 finding mom  (2021-now) 相对应的实体空间。
由一扇门、数码印花的纱布、老电视、4台移动设备组成。高悬的半透明的印花纱布将空间分割成了一个迷宫。






你走进一扇门,进入到一个昏暗的房间。左侧的墙面上悬挂着一副地图——这是一个迷宫般的空间,你要找的东西被分散地标记在这个迷宫的各个角落。你首先注意一进来看到的一扇斑驳老旧的木门伫立在正中间——那不是真的门。透过门上的空洞,在层层的纱布后面的角落里放置着一台沉默的老式电视机,可以看到电视机上播放着的过曝的白色影像,你隐约辨认出那是一条人来人往的拥挤的通道,人影憧憧,叠加在一起。键盘打字的声音环绕在你的四周,远处有微弱的屏幕的光亮闪烁,这些都是线索。你就缓缓地走,缓缓地走,纱布占据了你的整个视野,它们肆意地分割着这个空间。你寻着声音找到了一个手机,上面播放着某个人和ta妈妈的聊天记录,仿佛有一只看不见的手在打字,ta在去见妈妈的路上。你继续在狭窄的通道里穿梭,又看到了一个手机,上面播放着另外一段和妈妈的聊天记录,应该是同一个人的,你看了一会儿,仿佛将自己带入了那只看不见的手,你意识到,ta不可能见到ta的妈妈……
你想离开了,你不想再继续失忆下去,你需要找到一个出口,离开这座心的迷宫,那就在你刚进来的地方:)


You walk through a door into a dark room. There is a map hanging on the wall on the left - it is a maze-like space, and the things you are looking for are marked in various corners of the maze. The first thing you notice when you come in is a mottled old 4 panals door standing in the middle - that's not a real door. Through the broken panal on the door, there is a silent old-fashioned TV put in the corner behind layers of gauze. You can see the overexposed white moving images playing on the TV. You can vaguely make out that it is a road with people coming and going. The ghost-like figures are superimposed on each other. The sound of keyboard typing surrounds you, and the faint flicker of screen light in the distance, like clues. You just walk slowly, slowly, Your entire field of vision is occupied by the gauze that divide the space wantonly. You searched for the sound and found a mobile device, apparently there was a conversation on social media between someone and their mother, as if there was an invisible hand typing, and he/she was on the way to see his/her mother. You continued to shuttle through the narrow passage and saw another mobile device, other conversations... It should be from the same person. You looked at it for a while, as if you took the invisible hand. You realize that it is impossible for he/she to meet the mother...
You want to leave, you don’t want to continue losing your memory, you need to find an exit to leave this maze of heart, which is where you just entered:)